Balance

I am longing to spend time with someone whom I can be deeply intimate with. My natural attraction of a lover is so deeply entwined and connected to a desire which seems to be far out of my reach for now for many reasons.

It is new and different for me to have this longing, because I never before felt a desire to be in a relationship as I most of my life have been having a hard time committing to them. I know now that beyond this blockage was a fear of getting hurt or heartbroken.

As I faced all of my relationship fears in my last twinflame relationship and had my heart smashed into bits, I am no longer scared of getting hurt and I know what I need to focus on and remember to stay balanced. It is really interesting to see possibilities in regards to this now instead of hindrances. And it is beautiful to feel how amazing and transforming it’s going to be once it aligns in this reality. I know it’s going to take a while, because my mission now is focused on creating the foundation I need to realize my visions and I need a lot of solitude and alone time.